He said no.
I knew he'd say no, I regretted asking him as soon as I'd said it. But, of course, the fact that he had to think about it and make me wait a freaking week and a half for an answer got my hopes up. I'm not even sure if it's him that I miss or what we had when everything was going well or just a boyfriend in general. Everything's so messy inside my head. It is my first time being actually single in high school, so maybe that's what's got me so weird. And the fact that he was my first boyfriend. Of two and a half years.
Le sigh.
It's better that I don't have someone else to worry about on top of everything else that comes along to stress you out during junior year. I just miss my best friend.
Off To Do Some French Homework (And Probably Cry A Little, Too),
Suzi
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